so embarrassed I don’t wanna talk about it
for the past two or three days I’ve been getting this dull but sharp pain in my lower abdomen. it switches from left to right but I’m worried if it’s like appendicitis or gosh forbid, liver failure (but come on I don’t even really drink that much, look at Ozzy Osbourne) or maybe it’s just strange cramps since I’m expecting my period but I’m freaking out a little bit.
like I could be all exploded on the inside and I’m not even sure?
i can only handle so much socializing until i get tired and start getting irritated towards everyone and want to go home and sleep or lock myself in my room and go on the computer
being 22 means sending out resumes to find a job to support your life and wanting everyone to take you seriously but also snuggling under a fleece blanket and asking your dad to make you hot chocolate in your christmas tree mug.
…If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever. If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you: you have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on.